Run, Freedom, Run

1. Sitting in a library on a Sunday evening is barely ever considered a pleasant time.

2. Cold McDonald's french fries are barely considered a pleasant time either.

3. I've got one more exam tomorrow and then I am free to go home for the summer: hang out with Kyleman, [hopefully] spend a jolly good time working at the museum again and driving M. Mabel.

4. English exams are ridiculous, in my mind, to study for, because usually [unless your prof. isn't a wind-bag like mine] you can't particularly study for it unless you reread the novels/go over any notes of the novel you wrote [unless you are like me and don't write notes].

5. Lately I've been contemplating cutting my hair - all throughout high school I had pretty short hair and since first year I've basically been growing it out and out and out. Now I'm wondering if I'd like it a little bit shorter again. It could be nice.

6. I'm hoping there is some mint chocolate swirl ice cream left in the freezer that I'm thinking I shall eat while watching tv. I'm so lazy.

7. It's quite possibly very horrible I'm hoping Saman does not get off work early tomorrow night [her birthday] so I can get bailed on for birthday festivities with her, Hannah-that-it's-still-awkward-with-since-the-argument and other people I do not know, especially since drinking and bars are becoming more and more not my particularly favourite scene.

8. I'm wearing Kyle's shirt, which surprisingly fits well, and his socks.

does anyone really know what to do?

While enjoying a lovely afternoon with my beau garcon-ami [who has been here since Tuesday and will continue being here until Sunday - this, I believe, will be a semi-test on whether we can stand living together or not] we received shocking news which will not be told but is needless to say, quite sad and disturbing and now I'm definately in a mixed emotions zone.

On the one hand, because these news were through email I don't particularly feel the weight of the situation and am quite content to continue enjoying the loveliness of the afternoon - while on the other hand I feel like I've been completely rocked from my original focus [ie. studying] and am just sitting in this anti-gravity chamber just chilling out.

I can't help but try and remember what I was doing on this exact day one year ago. All I know is that I was wearing almost this exact same outfit almost to this day one year ago but with a different boy and it was just as lovely out.

all you need is love

dear Kyle S.,

this is to alert you that because it is snowing and I really have nothing better to do except read horrible Victorian novels, I shall be spending the day in bed with a giant pot of tea, old movies, books and writing utensils. Not that this particuarly affects you personally, but it will make you jealous. Nyah.

Love sincerely,
Victoria M. the third.

dear Victoria M.,

I am severely jealous, this is because i'm working very hard all day and it seems as though you have the life i would desperately like to have. I must remind you though, that if you have to erase too many things that you are writing you may end up with eraser bits in your bed. for this reason i recommend pen. and feel free to mail me things...

Love,
Kyle S. (the first)

dear Kyle S.,

I greatly appreciate the advice on eraser bits in my bed, however, I feel you forgot to include 'spilling tea on your white blanket' as that is slightly what I've done while pouring on the first go. Perhaps tea parties in bed are not the best idea afterall [but still quite delicious]. I am sorry to hear of your working dilemma and offer my full sympathies. I would mail you something except I already have and therefore do not see the need to send off another one of my precious [and expensive! Stamps are bloody expensive] stamps to you before you send me one back.

Love sincerely,
Victoria L. M. the third.

dear Victoria M.,

This is quite tragic about the white blanket. However, it is only tea and shall come out with a wash. Currently something has happened with the air circulation in my classroom and my ears have just popped. I believe you should also be aware of possible crumbs that might end up in your bed if you choose to have biscuits with your tea. That being said you are resourceful and I'm sure you will do fine.

Love sincerely,
Kyle S. the first

dear Kyle S.,

If only you had warned me earlier about biscuit crumbs considering I have already devoured toast with peanut butter [perhaps not my best idea], luckily I managed to keep most crumbs on the plate. I hope your ears are ok; I would hate for anything to happen to your lovely ears. In other news I am quite in love with old movies and my newest craving are white gloves that come to my wrists that I can wear to tea and with dresses. Do not die from boredom.

Love sincerely,
Victoria M. the third.

We love each other.

rain would make this situation a lot more cheerful

On days like today I wish I had actually gotten up at 10 ish when I couldn't fall back asleep after my father called to ask for my driver's license number. My father has decided to insure me on his truck so I can get enough practice driving for my G test this summer since my mother will most likely not let get much without a driving instructor present. Hurrah for my father!

Basically my day has been spent underneath a furry blanket on my bed watching Funny Face, which is turning into one of my favourite movies and eating apples with cheese and drinking tea. An attempt at making a packing list has been started but without much luck. I've been utterly distracted by clothing websites and my new dream of tea gloves, sun dresses and black trousers that go up to my waist and down to my ankles.

I find lately that I've been more interested in kitchenware and household goods than clothing and such things. It makes me feel like I'm turning into a complete Suzy Homemaker and I can't help but start daydreaming about a sunny kitchen and white bedsheets with eclectic little things around the house with lots of picture frames on lovely coloured walls.

the lovers, the dreamers and me.

As everyone quite possibly knows by now, I am a huge fan of Hugh Laurie [mostly pre-House fame, but also as House - who doesn't love his crankiness?] and while cruising youtube since it wouldn't let me upload a video, I chose to watch this instead and it made me giggle multiple times.