While enjoying a lovely afternoon with my beau garcon-ami [who has been here since Tuesday and will continue being here until Sunday - this, I believe, will be a semi-test on whether we can stand living together or not] we received shocking news which will not be told but is needless to say, quite sad and disturbing and now I'm definately in a mixed emotions zone.
On the one hand, because these news were through email I don't particularly feel the weight of the situation and am quite content to continue enjoying the loveliness of the afternoon - while on the other hand I feel like I've been completely rocked from my original focus [ie. studying] and am just sitting in this anti-gravity chamber just chilling out.
I can't help but try and remember what I was doing on this exact day one year ago. All I know is that I was wearing almost this exact same outfit almost to this day one year ago but with a different boy and it was just as lovely out.
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